i put myself into a situation i knew would hurt but continued to go for it because the happiness outweighs the pain and now look where it got us, confused as shit
"She didn’t really want to forget all of it, because it had all meant happiness at the time it happened. She only wanted to to be able someday to remember without finding it painful. That was the trick, to keep all the good things from the past and cast away the ones that hurt."